Any takers on this...divorce on the brink?

this sounds like a marriage counselor is recommended and if you leave your husband what kind of life will you have and it sounds like you have not researched what your life would be like and how are you going to support yourself and you will only get child support for a little while you need therapy and while I agree no one should stay in a marriage if they are miserable it sounds like you are but what steps have you taken to improve your life so you can be happy and what exactly is it that you want is it to be single and be free go see a therapist and go see a lawyer then you will know your life plan